There is a name for no name.
I now knock your door with much less preconception than, say, two months ago. After all, panta rei hey - everything flows. The circle is broken, you said - some weeks ago. Then, sweet confessions, as we chew more hours in each other presence. We mark the time(s) as we transgress it. But last night, I have all the traces erased, part accidental, part brutal. Memories are nemesis. Knowing that it will end in some form of sadness. A little sailing, once I tried to give it a name. Act of labelling. But now, as doubt flashing, I shut the questioning. Panta rei - I whisper. Alles fliesst. A fine thing, moving. Let it be. Let it ..... BE.
[to hhg]
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
Saturday, June 28, 2008
The Answer: One's Back Traveling Around China
49: Ko/Molting
The Chinese character for this hexagram means in its original sense an animal's pelt, which is changed in the course of the year by molting. From this word is carried over to apply to the "moltings" in political life, the great revolutions connected with changes of governments.
The two trigrams making up the hexagram are the same two that appear in K'uei, OPPOSITION (38), that is, the two younger daughters, Li and Tui. But while there the elder of the two daughters is above, and what results is essentially only an opposition of tendencies, here the younger daughter is above. The influences are in actual conflict, and the forces combat each other like fire and water (lake), each trying to destroy the other. Hence the idea of revolution.
THE JUDGMENT
REVOLUTION. On your own day
You are believed.
Supreme success,
Furthering through perseverance.
Remorse disappears.
Political revolutions are extremely grave matters. They should be undertaken only under stress of direst necessity, when there is no other way out. Not everyone is called to this task, but only the man who has the confidence of the people, and even he only when the time is ripe. He must then proceed in the right way, so that he gladdens the people and, by enlightening them, prevents excesses. Furthermore, he must be quite free of selfish aims and must really relieve the need of the people. Only then does he have nothing to regret.
Times change, and with them their demands. Thus the seasons change in the course of the year. In the world cycle also there are spring and autumn in the life of peoples and nations, and these call for social transformations.
THE IMAGE
Fire in the lake: the image of REVOLUTION.
Thus the superior man
Sets the calendar in order
And makes the seasons clear.
Fire below and the lake above combat and destroy each other. So too in the course of the year a combat takes place between the forces of light and the forces of darkness, eventuating in the revolution of the seasons, and man is able to adjust himself in advance to the demands of the different times.
The Chinese character for this hexagram means in its original sense an animal's pelt, which is changed in the course of the year by molting. From this word is carried over to apply to the "moltings" in political life, the great revolutions connected with changes of governments.
The two trigrams making up the hexagram are the same two that appear in K'uei, OPPOSITION (38), that is, the two younger daughters, Li and Tui. But while there the elder of the two daughters is above, and what results is essentially only an opposition of tendencies, here the younger daughter is above. The influences are in actual conflict, and the forces combat each other like fire and water (lake), each trying to destroy the other. Hence the idea of revolution.
THE JUDGMENT
REVOLUTION. On your own day
You are believed.
Supreme success,
Furthering through perseverance.
Remorse disappears.
Political revolutions are extremely grave matters. They should be undertaken only under stress of direst necessity, when there is no other way out. Not everyone is called to this task, but only the man who has the confidence of the people, and even he only when the time is ripe. He must then proceed in the right way, so that he gladdens the people and, by enlightening them, prevents excesses. Furthermore, he must be quite free of selfish aims and must really relieve the need of the people. Only then does he have nothing to regret.
Times change, and with them their demands. Thus the seasons change in the course of the year. In the world cycle also there are spring and autumn in the life of peoples and nations, and these call for social transformations.
THE IMAGE
Fire in the lake: the image of REVOLUTION.
Thus the superior man
Sets the calendar in order
And makes the seasons clear.
Fire below and the lake above combat and destroy each other. So too in the course of the year a combat takes place between the forces of light and the forces of darkness, eventuating in the revolution of the seasons, and man is able to adjust himself in advance to the demands of the different times.
Monday, June 23, 2008
Taming the Time
I wonder about someone's decision. Staying a bit more in China? Longer? Or, moving on - out and about! - whatever it could mean...
Enterprising? Relocating? Simply resuming the former frontier? Or contrastingly exploring the new frontier?
Whilst on mine, the oracle keeps pointing - regardless the verses it refers - at persistence and perseverence for both link to progress, fortune or success. Whatever each could mean. Of crossing the water, being on the faraway shore.
I am still looking for the soundtrack for this rambling June.
Enterprising? Relocating? Simply resuming the former frontier? Or contrastingly exploring the new frontier?
Whilst on mine, the oracle keeps pointing - regardless the verses it refers - at persistence and perseverence for both link to progress, fortune or success. Whatever each could mean. Of crossing the water, being on the faraway shore.
I am still looking for the soundtrack for this rambling June.
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Wounded Brightness
1. Sunrise
Sunrise.
A foundation for progress.
It is beneficial to persist.
There is creative power, inspiration, or an idea, looking to become manifest. There may as yet be no direct road for realization, though. Persistence is necessary to realize it.
(Changing lines are not relevant here, as there are too many.)
Hexagram is changing to:
36. Wounded Brightness
Wounded brightness.
Beneficial is laborious persistence.
Being weakened. It is good to work diligently on the situation.
(The brightness is the light of consciousness, one's aliveness, one's energy. It being injured means that one's aliveness is diminished, one is being weakened.)
[second try]
27. Hunger
Hunger.
Persistence brings good fortune.
Examine the hunger spontaneously seeking to fill the mouth.
Being hungry for something, having a desire or need. Things go well by persevering. It is good to examine what one spontaneously seeks to satisfy the desire. What is the actual desire? Does what you try to satisfy your desire with, actually satisfy your desire?
(No changing lines.)
[third try]
20. Examining
Line 4:
Observing the appearance of the kingdom.
Beneficial and useful to be a guest of the king.
Examining the social surroundings. For that, it helps to be invited by the leader.
Sunrise.
A foundation for progress.
It is beneficial to persist.
There is creative power, inspiration, or an idea, looking to become manifest. There may as yet be no direct road for realization, though. Persistence is necessary to realize it.
(Changing lines are not relevant here, as there are too many.)
Hexagram is changing to:
36. Wounded Brightness
Wounded brightness.
Beneficial is laborious persistence.
Being weakened. It is good to work diligently on the situation.
(The brightness is the light of consciousness, one's aliveness, one's energy. It being injured means that one's aliveness is diminished, one is being weakened.)
[second try]
27. Hunger
Hunger.
Persistence brings good fortune.
Examine the hunger spontaneously seeking to fill the mouth.
Being hungry for something, having a desire or need. Things go well by persevering. It is good to examine what one spontaneously seeks to satisfy the desire. What is the actual desire? Does what you try to satisfy your desire with, actually satisfy your desire?
(No changing lines.)
[third try]
20. Examining
Line 4:
Observing the appearance of the kingdom.
Beneficial and useful to be a guest of the king.
Examining the social surroundings. For that, it helps to be invited by the leader.
Thursday, May 15, 2008
The Fateful 14 May 2008: London 12 Hours
Never mind how I ended up here (one of the Detainment Centre, Heathrow Airporrt, Terminal 3). But I just want to list down the people I brushed my shoulder with in that hellhole, before it is fading in my memory:
- a young, good looking Turkish guy who was denied a student visa but i could clearly look why. he had lived in the UK for three years, studying, but his English is basic.
he couldn't understand my simple sentences, and i always had to rephrase. he was asked by the immigration officer: ".. why you wish to study etc" and the answer was clearly doubtful. without him telling me, i knew that what led him here is the fact that he could earn £50 per day.
- a Nepalite, sweet and pleasant-looking. got here under 6-month visa, and caught for overstaying. he was sent to some detention centre for two months before ended in that spot. he filed for asylum, and was denied. he told me his plan was to just stay and work in the UK for 3 years, and then go home and will never come back. "all i came for is money". he advised me repeatedly (despite my explanation) that i shall not file for asylum.
- an oriental-looking Brazilian girl who came as a tourist, but failed to explain why she didn't have a return ticket, and why she had her professional folder (complete with CVs and a string of reference letters) with her if she's on vacation. she brought some money but it's deemed insufficient for two months traveling in Europe. the verdict is clearly that they doubted her genuine motif. she works in Chicago - under legal working permit. she would be sent back to NYC instead Chicago. clueless who's going to pay. it took her 7 hours to hear the verdict. she's the most chatty, but not long after hearing the verdict, tears finally streamed down her eyes. she told us that the immigration officer who delivered her verdict told her that she'd never be able to re-enter UK or any Schengen countries. harsh.
- a blonde girl from California, who stayed in London for four weeks and travelled around Europe ever since. caught when she was entering from Dubai - according to her, the immigration officer questions the stripper card she has - whatever it means - suspecting she works as a stripper in the UK. she's not slim, big boobs but i agreed with her: she doesn't look like the stereotypical stripper. she's 26. refused to give the details of her parents when asked. she said her house was burnt in San Diego, so her mom sent her for vacation before joining to live with her whilst she was looking for a place. she was entering, crying. i thought she's much older. she's too, was told that she'd never be able to re-enter UK or EU countries after this incident.
- an Afgani girl. very sweet. filing in asylum, using an agent. she said she is 18 but the officer thinks she looks too old for 18. she has no papers - all gone. she's the most cheerful among us.
- an old man with probably his grandson. from Bangladesh. not a word of English. the most difficult to explain. they had to hire a translator for them. the last time i was there, an officer came and told him that he should see a "solicitor" - to which he was so perplexed. by the time i met them, the grandson has learnt an English word, "chips" , the snacks he asked the guard from time to time.
- a young blonde man, from the US. not so clear what. something around not enough money and confessed that he wants to work. whatever. but he was caught, and would be sent back to the us (he said he's on the way to Spain). the Brazilian girl said that he's lucky cos he is allowed to roam the city for two days cos they could not find a flight until friday.
- another young blonde man, working permit. he was the most calm. out in a couple of hours when he said that he needed to know soonish, since he had a gig the next day, and supposed to rehearse.
- a black man, american citizen transit for nine hours to Ethiopia. his was the most blurred a case. he claimed he's detained for nothing. they finally took him for interview, and i caught him in the guard lobby now carrying his luggage. i'm most interested to hear his case. alas, no chance .....
- a young, good looking Turkish guy who was denied a student visa but i could clearly look why. he had lived in the UK for three years, studying, but his English is basic.
he couldn't understand my simple sentences, and i always had to rephrase. he was asked by the immigration officer: ".. why you wish to study etc" and the answer was clearly doubtful. without him telling me, i knew that what led him here is the fact that he could earn £50 per day.
- a Nepalite, sweet and pleasant-looking. got here under 6-month visa, and caught for overstaying. he was sent to some detention centre for two months before ended in that spot. he filed for asylum, and was denied. he told me his plan was to just stay and work in the UK for 3 years, and then go home and will never come back. "all i came for is money". he advised me repeatedly (despite my explanation) that i shall not file for asylum.
- an oriental-looking Brazilian girl who came as a tourist, but failed to explain why she didn't have a return ticket, and why she had her professional folder (complete with CVs and a string of reference letters) with her if she's on vacation. she brought some money but it's deemed insufficient for two months traveling in Europe. the verdict is clearly that they doubted her genuine motif. she works in Chicago - under legal working permit. she would be sent back to NYC instead Chicago. clueless who's going to pay. it took her 7 hours to hear the verdict. she's the most chatty, but not long after hearing the verdict, tears finally streamed down her eyes. she told us that the immigration officer who delivered her verdict told her that she'd never be able to re-enter UK or any Schengen countries. harsh.
- a blonde girl from California, who stayed in London for four weeks and travelled around Europe ever since. caught when she was entering from Dubai - according to her, the immigration officer questions the stripper card she has - whatever it means - suspecting she works as a stripper in the UK. she's not slim, big boobs but i agreed with her: she doesn't look like the stereotypical stripper. she's 26. refused to give the details of her parents when asked. she said her house was burnt in San Diego, so her mom sent her for vacation before joining to live with her whilst she was looking for a place. she was entering, crying. i thought she's much older. she's too, was told that she'd never be able to re-enter UK or EU countries after this incident.
- an Afgani girl. very sweet. filing in asylum, using an agent. she said she is 18 but the officer thinks she looks too old for 18. she has no papers - all gone. she's the most cheerful among us.
- an old man with probably his grandson. from Bangladesh. not a word of English. the most difficult to explain. they had to hire a translator for them. the last time i was there, an officer came and told him that he should see a "solicitor" - to which he was so perplexed. by the time i met them, the grandson has learnt an English word, "chips" , the snacks he asked the guard from time to time.
- a young blonde man, from the US. not so clear what. something around not enough money and confessed that he wants to work. whatever. but he was caught, and would be sent back to the us (he said he's on the way to Spain). the Brazilian girl said that he's lucky cos he is allowed to roam the city for two days cos they could not find a flight until friday.
- another young blonde man, working permit. he was the most calm. out in a couple of hours when he said that he needed to know soonish, since he had a gig the next day, and supposed to rehearse.
- a black man, american citizen transit for nine hours to Ethiopia. his was the most blurred a case. he claimed he's detained for nothing. they finally took him for interview, and i caught him in the guard lobby now carrying his luggage. i'm most interested to hear his case. alas, no chance .....
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